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Haha. Haha. Haha.

Feel my happiness. XD

I wanna read Rated M fanfics. I wonder why.

I watched a couple of EdwardBella Videos and I nearly hyperventilated. Good thing that no one’s here. I shouted and squealed with all my might. Haha.

It’s now 4pm and I started watching vids from 10 am. It’s really good when no one’s around to shoo you. XD

I joined another forum - Twilight Coven Philippines, and it’s pretty fun. I met Jasmine, Adhelle and Kimmy.

And Mama just said this morning that I (or we) will be going to Manila next summer! Yaaay! I’m sooo excited that I’ll pray for it to happen. And it will be my Simbang Gabi wish, too. XD

I just realized that I badly want to see the Twilight movie now. Now. Now. Now.

Haha.

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PS (If ever mabasa ni Ate Kai): Humana ka sa Twilight? ^^

Tags: fanfic, rant, twilight, [!!!]

Hindi to Ingles na blog. Ang hina ng translation ko ngayon eh.

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May Breaking Dawn na ako. Pero wala pang Eclipse. Kaya si Ate yung nakikinabang ngayon dahil wala siyang paki-alam sa sequence ng libro. At naniinis pa yata. Tawa ng tawa kagabi. Kinikilig ba yun? Gah! Kahit anong mangyari, di ko muna yun babasahin kung wala pa akong Eclipse.

Anywaaay,

[Para mapagaan ang loob ni Kriselle. Mas matindi 'tong sa'kin. XD]

Gah. We ALL failed English exam. Yes, yes. It’s THAT hard. Then wala pa akong na-pass na notebook kasi late ako kahapon. Then sa Math, isa ako sa highest pero bagsak parin. Hindi ko talaga forte ang Math, so ‘yun. Pero may remedial exam kami mamaya. Sana makapasa. Sighsigh.

6:18 am na pero nasa bahay pa ako. Di bale, wala namang English eh.

Exam namin mamayang lunch time sa TLE. Okay lang. Medyo keri ko yung subject. Then exam din namin sa MAPEH kahapon. 46/50 ako. Highest dude. Pero wala ring effect sa ‘kin. MAPEH lang yan. Buti sana kung English. Buhay nga naman.

Sa Physics. Naku. Pasado ako kung hindi zero base. Haha. Sana maging maawain naman yung bakla namin na teacher. Sa Filipino, ewan ko. Mamaya pa yung checking namin. Sa Valued Ed naman, ewan ko rin. May Bible quiz kami ngayon which is sooo not my forte. And kailangan ko pang i-pass yung Journal ko. Ang hirap ng buhay, man.

Pero eto. Medyo sure na ako. Magkakasyete ako sa card this Second Grading. Pero sana rin hindi. Dear gods, maawa ka. Papatayin ako dito.

Kung may syete man, wag lang sana yung pulang-pula. Ayokong maging colorful yung card ko.

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Eto yung karton na sinasabi ni ate oh. Eto rin yung karton na kinababaliwan ko. Kuha ko yan. May isa pa sana kaya lang nadelete.

Saan ka naman makakakita ng ganyan kagandang karton, aber?! Haha. XD

Tags: twilight, [!!!]

This was supposed to be posted yesterday, but…

Anyway, my continuous egging finally bore its fruit. My Papa, after how many hours of giving him the reasons of why I should have the book (we were debating on it at the mall, with my mother on his side, no one on mine just partly my sister), finally gave up. He provided the money for my Breaking Dawn copy! I decided to buy my copy of BD and then just wait for Eclipse. I’ll be trying really, really hard to fight the temptation to read it. Eclipse first before Breaking Dawn.

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My past classmate’s English Book Report was Twilight. And I elbowed him without a reason. Haha. I hate our English Teacher for not giving a book report project.

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And I saw a Twilight cut-out.

And I was literally hyperventilating.

I forced (literally) my sister to have it pictured beside me but she said no. Her first answer to me was “Nakakahiya kasi maraming tao.”, then the second was “Shut up ui. Magpapapicture ka kasama ng carton?!”

Yes. She’s THAT evil.

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Anyway, I’m still happy. And tomorrow’s our PT. Pppssh.

Tags: personal, rant, school, twilight, [!!!]

This is really random. You have been warned. Blahblahblaah.

So my sister’s finally coming home tonight for her sembreak. And I’m left with I-don’t-know hours to hug our PC. Haha.

Aaand I browsed something at Wiki. xD I don’t know how, but it just appeared into my screen without me knowing how the hell did I type the word Yaoi on the search box. Must be because of the Matt x Mello fanfic I printed and read last night. It was sooo cute that I nearly squealed. Mello’s a bratty-brat and Matt couldn’t resist him. Yaay! It’s rated M but no lemons.

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I’m suffering from writer’s block. Every time I start scribbling something on my notebook, right words seems difficult to construct.

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There will be an Anime Convention at SM Davao this coming October 30. And I really plan on going. I’m starting to think of what my excuse will be. If blessed to come, I hope I can bring our digicam.

Ivan (my second year classmate) will be there. In fact, he’s quite associated with the event organizers. I miss him since it’s been almost year since we last saw each other.

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Anyway we just passed our second grading project (Feeding Program) in our CAT Class. I still want to help the kids. (But not alone, since I think I can’t handle them. :D)

Our group’s last picture taking with the kids! Courtesy of Raul the baggage counter of the day xD.

(L-R) Chris, Ariane, Rommel, Edison, Noriane, Kerrel, Fairy. Kids below (others were camera shy so they didn’t join).

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Exams will be next week. And I’m just going with the flow. Anyway, I promised myself to do good next quarter. So I’m hoping/wishing/praying that I can keep my own words.

Ganbatte~!

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Stupid. Foolish. Dumb. Brainless. Lazy.

I’m not myself anymore.

First, I keep on staying away with things that I should prioritize.

Second, I have become more… rude.

Third, I don’t do assigned tasks and assignments.

Fourth, I’ve changed. A lot.

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These past few days weeks, I’ve been really off at school. No oral recitations, no reporting, no assignments, projects were submitted late, quiz scores were failed (not all though); practically no Ariane sitting inside the classroom. Physically present but mentally absent. Ahh yeah. That’s it.

I don’t know. Subjects are becoming more… boring. Instead of listening to the teachers lecturing I don’t know lessons, I read instead. Not textbooks or any related school books, but fanfictions. (I’m evil, I know).

Just this morning, my classmates were busy beautifying their assignments, but me? naaah, I did nothing.

Also, I’m late on our first subject (English) almost all of the time, making me miss points. Stupid, I was the highest on the over-all quizzes last grading and the second highest was 50 points below my score. TT______TT

And I’m no more the representative of our class for the Extemporaneous Speaking. I just screwed it this very morning. Our Sir asked me the question and gave me two minutes to think. (Question: Why is it important to study the English language? (or something close to that - it’s pretty easy, but I don’t know what’s it with me T_T)) My answer was pretty good at first, but on the middle, I blurted out: “Ay. Ang pangit ng sinabi ko. Huwag nalang sir.” Our Sir looked at me with a questioned look in disbelief, nodding for me to continue, but as I scanned my brain for something good to say, I shook my head, shoulders slumped down, head facing the floor as I walked back to my seat. Oh dear gods, what’s happening to me?

I’m still the contestant for the Spelling Contest, but…

And I’m rude. I’m no more the approachable type. Maybe just sometimes. I still smile (thanks to the fictions I read). I always, always, always see something bad or wrong towards others. I give bad comments on everything, even though I know that it’s none of my business. Even to the people I do not know.

And as I think about it now, I feel so dirty. Sullied. Tarnished.

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I just lost my USB. My USB with lots of stuff including the Chapter 3 of Enchanted. My oh-so-precious USB. And did I mention that I was just holding it when I realized it was lost? Yes. I’m that stupid. And now my Papa is quite upset, not because of the price (since the USB’s rather cheap) but because of me not valuing the things he gives. I also lost my purse with my supposed for Eclipse money. And I was just holding that purse, too. T____T

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Goodness gracious. May you bless me.

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What a wonderful life I’ve had! I only wish I’d realized it sooner. ~Colette

I couldn’t believe it, almost three-fourths of the most awesome people I know, I met through Internet. They’ve been there when my stories were corrupted, and now still there when my stories were back for a deal - they understand what my “actual” friends couldn’t understand.

I really couldn’t believe it. From posting my stories yesterday night, I’m just a finger away from 25 signed reviews. Really, if I won’t win this clash from CeeCee, I don’t care anymore. The reviews were made of overwhelming-packed encouragements. That’s more than enough for me.

Credit, of course, will be given to the Internetz~

I wouldn’t be this happy without them. Really. Really. sobsob I love you, guys.

And seriously speaking, meeting awesome people online isn’t that impossible. It happened to me. Hope you’ll meet soon, too. Wink.

P.S. I also met Ate Kai through Internet. X) She’s one of the reasons behind my every posts.

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Forget the own website. Very expie. I’m starting to love updating this.

Please don’t throw your garbage anywhere. Please, please.

Seriously, Davao City wasn’t like this before. But now, oh people what have you done to our beloved city? Drainage and deep canals were literally overflowing. Yes, yes, I walked (thinking what happened earlier makes me go Yuck!) through the damned dirty, dirty, dirty water. And it nearly reached my knees! Yuck. Yuck! Definitely an experience for me. First time, dude. We have no choice since jeepneys were full and no taxis. We (Raul, Noriane and I) walked and walked and walked until we reached near Ateneo de Davao University (College). I saw a phone booth and called our house. Goodness gracious, I nearly cried when I phoned Mama.

I was thankful though that Raul was with us. Savior-kun! X) I clung on his arm the whole walking time, shrieking Raul! Raul! Raul ui! while he was egging Noriane to let him carry her. But Noriane didn’t seem to like the idea. Haha.

I was also counting how many times did I curse. I’m serious. Really. I even asked Noriane how many times did she hear me curse. Lol. But didn’t succeeded because it’s too many. Cursing after cursing. I kept on saying F$ck when stupid cars won’t slow down, splashing the (dirty) liquid. F$ck after f$ck when feeling the plop plop plop inside my shoes. Goosebumps were present, too. And my feet’s itchy now. Yuck. But mind you, I’m not that maarte. I’m actually not. But what the hell, that was dirty water with I don’t know things mixed on it.

Well, anyway, I’m here. Safe and sound and wet. X]

Anyway, forgetting that quirky things, I’m lending Gillian my Twilight (thanks for all the typing). Haha. I’m going to spread the Twilight love~! But Edward is all mine.

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This was really a fun-filled day. Yey! And I’m updating this more frequently. XD

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Noriane was, indeed, very happy when I handed her my gift. She was wagging and hugging me to hell. Afternoon, we (Noriane, Raul (her boyfriend) and I) went to NCCC and grabbed something to eat. Yaay. Libre, dude. XD

Raul was sooo funny. Noriane and I kept on torturing him with words. We were laughing so loud that our stomachs and jaws hurt. And yesterday, he (Raul) bought (I don’t know if he bought it, but whatever) a hooded sweatshirt, but what made it so special was the print: I [heart symbol] Noriane Very Much. Sweety. Noriane says it’s corny but I don’t believe her.

But my wallet is now teary-eyed. I bought anime stuffs. I bought a mini Gaara and L keychain, a Naruto cord, and two posters. I was on the urge to buy the Gaara wallet but the inside of it is not that… okay. I kept on pleading Noriane to stop me from buying, but she insisted that I would still buy no matter what she’d say. Well, well. End of our day, we ate siomai.

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I’m making my… website(?). I don’t know. Lol.

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And I now have a secretary. Thanks to Gillian. Waha. You rock! \m/

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And that, was that.

Tags: anime, friends, personal, [!!!]

OMC. OHEMCEE. OHMYCARLISLE.

I accidentally deleted a … erm, proof. And I don’t know how on earth to recover it.

TT___TT

I couldn’t be this stupid.

Tags: random, stupidity